Hi! I just wanted to tell you that you're seriously one of the most beautiful human beings I've ever seen. You're just soo pretty, both on the inside and on the outside. I really admire you! You're so nice and you're amazing at drawing! xx - Anon
I thought at first that this is spam
I think you know, dear Anon, that I have bad days lately and this
It’s so easy to get lost in the worry of tomorrow… money, jobs, security, opportunity. etc. In these difficult economic times, all the pillars of strength we once relied upon so faithfully are now crumbling into dust.
There are so many intangibles that seem just out of the reach of our control. And quite frankly, it’s because they are. We can work hard but often, uncertainty still abounds. What do we do then? How do carry on?
For me, the key is understanding that worry adds nothing to my life. It only diminishes the fullness of the present moment.
That is not to say we shouldn’t make goals for the future. We must prepare and work as hard as we possibly can.
By all means, we MUST! We have been given dreams and the giftings to pursue them. To not pursue them with excellence would be a travesty. The future should always be in mind but never at the expense of the present.
But there often comes a point in my life when I know I’ve done my best but the answer still isn’t heard. The provision eludes me. I am faced with rejection and must prepare myself to move on from that point.
I have to let it go be PRESENT and be at peace. Living in the past holds me back and worrying about the future limits me in the present.
Tomorrow will come. But today is here. Live your life in the moment. Let go of worry & fear. They are debilitating.
Often, our greatest rejections in the moment are an integral part of the journey, a molding of our hearts and character to be prepared for what is to come. The best stories do not begin with everything working out at the beginning.
Dreams are worth fighting for.
Be open to the idea of what seems impossible! Chase your dreams with diligence. They are in you for a reason.
Live your life in love! I don’t think hate is the opposite of love… It’s fear. Let go of it. You don’t need it in your life. Be free!
-Forever a dreamer (learning day by day to be a constant do-er)
Indeed been there and gone past that. Sometimes life can hit you with so much crap.
But remember this dear Nina, life may seem horrible right now but there is always the beauty of a brighter tomorrow. When one wants to achieve happiness, one must be willing to fight for it and that my friend you can ask for help.
Only with a strong foundation in lives such a family friends can help you when your down. Plan things that are simple at first to build up your confidence. Use those small successes to fill your life.
If you struggle to achieve such simple tasks, its fine, do it for your own self worth. Hate to steal Burts line but “You Matter”.
If you ever need help my friend, you can always message me. To talk about whats wrong, your pet peeves. Heck if you just need someone to be a listening ear.
I shall do my best, since I consider you a good friend. In the words of Pinks song.
Pretty, pretty please Don’t you ever, ever feel Like your less than Fuckin’ perfect Pretty, pretty please If you ever, ever feel Like your nothing You’re fuckin’ perfect to me
ohmygod, Kev..that’s very touching ;_; Thank you for your kind words. But the problem is partly that I was raised so that if you complain you will automatically become a wimp. So it’s not my style..And I’m trying to cheer myself! really trying and usually I’m walking sad like this maximum for a week not longer…but strangely these weeks don’t stop…as to my friends…I don’t want to bother them, noone likes a whiner..
and I find it irony that Glee’s version of Perfect came out when I have the worst days) that’s kinda nice