Si vis vitam, para mortem

2 weeks ago | 4573 notes | whenthesuspenderscomeoff | kurtdevon

I had a beautiful dream. I don’t remember much, but I do remember that camera angles and colours were stunning. The dream started at some school where I study with some of my friends ( who I know in real life) and with Kurt and Blaine. They broke up over some stupid thing, Kurt ended it, and he knew that it was stupid but he was too proud to admit it. There was some scenes at school that I don’t remember, I was there with Kurt, since I am his friend, Blaine was there as well always trying to talk to K but he was ignoring B. Then the dream changed and I was no longer in it, I just watched it like a movie.

It was winter. a very cold one. (I’m not sure that it was Ohio, could be somewhere north). Blaine was standing in front of Kurt’s house. He was standing there for hours, not knowing how to start a conversation, cause he couldn’t stand the situation they are in anymore. He was freezing. Then there was a great shot, when Blaine looked at Kurt’s window, camera showed the whole house from bottom to top, we see it with Blaine’s eyes. It is night, the whole neighborhood is sleeping, there is only few lights on. Hummel’s house is on one side of the hill, because the road is going right in the middle of it, so the house can be seen from the both sides of the end of the road. The house itself is white, it is covered in snow and frost, but it’s also painted white. It is big: two floors and a huge loft that can be considered as the third floor. Right when Blaine finally gathered himself to call Kurt, he got a phonecall from a nurse, saying that Burt Hummel had an accident and that he is in the hospital right now. For some reason (no idea why) Blaine went across the street opposite to Kurt’s house and started calling him from a call-box. (I guess that he did that so Kurt would pick up his phone, cause he knew that he wouldn’t do that once he see Blaine’s number on his phone.) Kurt was at home and even though there was an unknown number calling, he knew it was Blaine, the boy was standing under his window for so long! Kurt was so mad. At Blaine for being stupid and freezing outside, but mostly at himself for being so stubborn and not doing the first step towards reconciliation. He got out of bed, walked over the window, sharply drew back the curtain and picked up the phone. “WE ARE BROKEN UP! YOU CAN’T CALL ME!” - he was angry and confused and didn’t know what he was doing. He could see Blaine from his window, with red nose and winded hands, without a hat with his stupidly perfect gelled hair. Blaine told him about his dad and he even though it was pretty far he could see how Kurt’s face changed from angry to scared and he dropped the phone earlier than Blaine could say that Burt is not badly hurt. Blaine dropped the pnone and run to Kurt’s house. ( I don’t know how he got in, maybe he has a key..probably), he run upstairs burst into the room and saw that Kurt was already crying under the window. He rushed over to him, embraced him and began to repeat over and over that Burt was all right. Kurt finally stopped crying and calmed down. He wasn’t scared for dad, he wasn’t mad at Blaine for almost giving him a heart attack, because he could see that just now he made everything up and decided to think that everything is much worse than it actually is. So obviously their previous fight was his fault and that he broke up with Blaine over something that never happened. At this point Blaine was so desperate to make Kurt feel better, that he realized he don’t care anymore if they are together or not, he just want Kurt to be happy. So he stopped hugging him ( he was almost crying himself), cupped Kurt’s head ( with one of his hand on K’s neck and another on on his cheek) and put his forehead to Kurt’s and said: “You can’t see the love in my eyes, but I know you can see it in my heart.” (I swear to God this dream was so cheesy it made me puke rainbows and I was laughing IN MY DREAM cause he was saying that with his best heart eyes ever) After that the scene changed and they both were outside, helping Burt to get out of the emergency car. Kurt was frowning a little but was very calm, he could see that Burt is fine and Blaine was just.. you know, there. With him.